My getaway

Sooo I'm heading out to California tomorrow and this will be the first time I have left my ten month old son and my four year old will be upset at my leaving.I'm having tremendous anxiety about it. This is a very short trip but still, I'm missing them already. Just trying to stay focused on the fact that I'm going to meet my husband for a couple of days..and we will be alone ;D. I am excited for that...